Angel eyes

When your sweet lips
Break into a smile
When I hold your hands
And keep for mine
I'm tryin to say...
I'm tryin to say...
Will you make my day, everyday, hey..

Nothing is as nice as nights in paradise,
Lost in your angel eyes...
For these nights'd be much darker without you
Hold my hand, let's walk into the moon

Peel my heart down to the core
Read my mind, bore into my soul
It's nowhere you haven't been before
Never let that hand go...never let it go...
Carry this heart forever
Every beat that you can't ignore
So loud that you can hear it
So soft for it's just for you...

And when you say, you'll be mine
When we think ahead of time
When we sing the same song
I love it all...I love it all

So when I'm dreaming,
Don't wake me up
For anything but to see your face
Coz it gets me down when I break out of it
I don't wanna have to wait

A minute or an hour, A day or a night
Wish I'm just by your side, only by your side
And we're looking up at the stars
And I show you the moon
Sweet light kisses your face
And I'll only be looking at you
Nothing is as nice as nights in paradise,
Lost in your angel eyes...
For these nights'd be much darker without you
Hold my hand, let's walk into the moon
Tell me what you know
Tell me what you feel
Tell me if you're havin a good time
Tell me if this is real

What'll it all be like,
Time knows the way from here
All I know is this is the way I feel
And I will..And I will..

I'll be here for life...
But I'll love you for longer
I'll be here for life
But I'll be there forever
Coz of you've taken my heart
And I won't take it back...
You know for me..
That it's right...

It's just that nothing is as nice as nights in paradise,
Lost in your angel eyes...
For these nights'd be much darker without you
Hold my hand, let's walk into the moon

A golden moon does look pretty pseud...

And yes, yes, you are supposed to set it to the fucking bacardi tune.

It's red

Is this what they had in mind
Letting themselves be so overly kind
Oh, when making you come to life...

Very generous Gods they look to me
Everything that's right you seem to be
You could shift the world
On it's axis,if you wanted, if only you just wanted...

Under a leaf under a tree
Shade that falls across your face seems to be
Only for you...
Move, and so many move for you...

Until you I never thought I'd know
Could be in love like all I wrote
How did I ever think that I could write it down...
Could I write it all down
How much I've been in love all along

Everystep you'd take for my eyes
Remember everytime you've said goodnight
Remember everytime you say goodnight
You're something special when you smile

Put all the bad times behind
Unless you've never noticed that I'm
Dyin' everytime I know you cried..
Don't you know what you are to my eyes
It's inside...
Now it just feels good to say you're mine...
Girl, make my day and smile..

aww...

Sinkin' fine

Oh when you walk right by
And I notice it was you
Hoping you'd turn around, you turn around, you do
And when you smile that fine
I'm just left reeling
Coz I know I dunno what to say And I get that
Sinking feeling
Oh

Not that sinkin feelin
That keeps a guy in the blue
That sinkin feeling
When I don't have a clue
That sinkin feeling
That eats me heart away
It beats I just wanna try to say

When you brush by my side
And I try to make it linger
When I hear you sigh And look down at your fingers
And when you smile that fine
I'm just left reeling
Coz I know I dunno what to say And I get that
Sinking feeling

Girl, so much I've got to say
Think I don't speak much
Don't know how to say it, Do know how to mean it
And that's that way it goes

The only way I while away
Is lookin at you do the same
It's what you do to me, It's what you do me
So when I catch your eye..
I like to keep it there
It feels so right But I still dunno what to say
To your face,
Just a taste
Of how much
I'm in love

Oh when you talk the night
Away and I don't see the time
Go on, it feels so nice
Go on, it feels so nice
To have you shine so bright

Girl, when you can smile that fine
I just hope you'd do it all the time
That's what makes me my dreams at night
Girl when you smile that fine
You rob me of what I've got for a voice
Wouldn't hurt to leave a little time aside
So I can just kick back,
And watch a while

And when you smile that fine
I'm just left reeling
Coz I know I dunno what to say And I get that
Sinking feeling
Oh
 
you're the bestest...

Gee

Does it really look so hard
Because it sure doesn't feel it
Everything plays it's part
And you've just gotta leave it
Believe it...
There are no limits..

Please! Don't try to give me reason to smile
Coz you wouldn't be able to notice
And I wouldn't be able to show it
It's what you make me do all the time
Don't even have to try

Only you can pep me up
For being a fool
And when I sing the blues
You change the tune
Only you can give me
What I've got from you
And-that's-a-happy-face
(yay!)

Please! Don't try to give me reason to smile
Coz you wouldn't be able to notice
And I wouldn't be able to show it
It's what you make me do all the time
So..
For all I can show
No no...
It's not enough for you to just know
There can't be much for me to tell
But that you look like an angel
And you're good at raising hell
oh well

Would you sing with me
Like I sing for you
Would you kick me
Coz I hate Man.U
Would you still make such a fuss
When I say Ronaldo sucks...
He does.

Please! Don't try to give me reason to smile
Coz you wouldn't be able to notice
And I wouldn't be able to show it
It's what you make me do all the time
I don't even try
You get me so high
All the time

Written after mega celebratory mood after liverpool came back in the 88th minute against westham and forgot about it the next morning. Remembered about it while studying atomic structure. Don't ask.

BluePink

Maybe the clouds move too fast
Wiith the wind streaking on past
It's got all the makings of a
Day to be ruined

I see the stars are gone
And the sun decides to weep
And all the cars keep rolling on
On the forbidding street
It's not gonna be an easy road cross
The cars are coming too fast
Can't see when they're gonna stop
Doesn't looking like I'm getting past

Maybe the sun would shine
To wipe any tears
Maybe it'd shine so hard
Be too much to bear

Maybe the skies are grey
And the raindrops hide it black
Birds are flying away
And they're not coming back

Life is hard and you're meant to be strong
So everytime, I feel blue....
I just need to sing a happy song, sing a happy song
Just need to sing a happy song to think of you

Maybe it gets too much
And people tend to stare
But if your heart is untouched
You'd be going nowhere

I see the stars are gone
And the sun decides to weep
And all the cars keep rolling on
On the forbidding street
It's not not gonna be an easy road to cross
And I'm stuck right in the mid
Doesn' look like they're gonna stop
And the rain decides to hit

So while I keep standing tall
My voice starts stopping low
Try to end it all
Try to lose the blues

Where can I run to hide
Where can I leave myself straight
I found it one more time
And I don't wanna mess it

I see the stars are gone and the sun decides to weep
You're meant to to be strong though the climb is pretty steep
Would you ride the wind or would you hold it back
Would be you be a mountain or would you let it slack

It gets so hard and it can be so wrong
So everytime I'm feelin' low
I just need to sing a happy song, sing a happy song
Just need to sing a happy song to think of you.

maybe this song doesn't make sense for the most part. i didn't even sit down withe my lyric book to write it. it just happened. and it makes a whole lot of sense to me. all hail harry potter.

Dream

Can't close my eyes because I'm scared of what I'll see
Can't walk around because I'm afraid of who I'll meet
Can't sleep too soundly cause there I choices I feel
If there's one thing I haven't figured out
It's me

Ooooh
Would you care for me
Would you saddle me
Could you handle me softly because I'm living a dream
I've been kidding myself
That I haven't woken up yet
Is it so wrong to hope that things are always the way I remember them?

I'm worse than a liar
But I keep getting higher
Thinking I'm kindling a fire
That doesn't exist and I'm making up a life for me
Is it so wrong to dream?

Game set match and I thought it was over
Game set match and I thought it was over
Game set match and it really was over it seemed
But I'm still lying to me

Caues there's
No such thing as a love that's lost
The heart can never forget
Just takes the pain to remember
If you can love you can love again

Why does everything so impossible seem
While it's all in place
How can it be so hard to start another dream
While it all changes

Someone once told me
That there are plenty
Fish in the Ocean
Hey, do tell me
When you've got a mermaid
How do you let go of one

Hope there's a time when time stands still
And I can shut my eyes until
I'm not afraid of what I'd see
Is it so wrong to dream?

Game set match and I thought it was over
Game set match and I thought it was over
Game set match and it really was over it seemed
Is it so wrong to dream?

zzzz....snore...wake up, wake up...oh look, new song. I like the tune of this one. Oh you people won't know anyway. So make up a good tune for
this one. Wimbeldon...I hope Nadal wins!  

Wanna fight?

Not everyday goes to the dog
Not every dog gets his day on time
Don't you ever think that anybody forgot
You mess around, then you're gonna have to fight

Not everybody thinks what they do might be wrong
Not everybody's got a reason to smile
You can only push a guy for so long
So when he pushes back, pick a side, you've got a fight

It's allright, It's allright, It's allright to want to fight
It's just a frame of mind
While meeting eye to eye
It's allright, it's allright, It's allright to want to fight
I don't think it's a crime
Frustrated all the time

Don't tell me that you hurt
Don't tell me that you won
You had your problems so you fought 'em
And now you're done

Thought you'd wanna let go now
But you're turning around
They think that you want some more
But they know they want it too

It's allright, It's allright, It's allright to want to fight
It's just a frame of mind
While meeting eye to eye
It's allright, it's allright, It's allright to want to fight
I don't think it's a crime
Frustrated all the time

Some think that they didn't fit in
Some say "I'm too mean"
But it's not all your fault
If things keep going wrong
We've all got our problems
Not all of us are strong

I feel angry to
While everybody's trying to let go
Sometimes apologies don't win
You gotta feel messed up
Nothing seems to mean much
Sometimes you just can't keep it in

So if you cath his eye
Willing him out of sight
But you'll need need him because it feels so right
Everybody now, pick your sides
And now the tension's high
Nothing to it, happens all the time

It's allright, It's allright, It's allright to want to fight
It's just a frame of mind
While meeting eye to eye
It's allright, it's allright, It's allright to want to fight
I don't think it's a crime
Frustrated all the time

So who cares if punches fly
Who cares who's wrong who's right
You gotta feel it to believe it
It gets you so high

It's allright...
It's allright...
It's allright to want to cry
It's allright to want to lie
It's allright to want to...
It's allright to want to...
...fight.

Oh, had an adrenaline rush fight recently. No i don't preach violence, but hey......it feels good. dedicated to every guy out there who get's into a fight.

The rains they are a' comin'

The rains they are a' comin'
The rains the have a' come
It's all so becomin'
To the rest of my world

The rains they are a' comin'
The rains they hav a' come
It's the one time I'm not thinkin'
Of What's to come

Am out, the rain is not
It's in and it's on fire
Try to, taste the drops
Get to taste desire

So say, you're on the roads
And the rains have got you too
Ttime to, make a move
No time to choose

It's monsoon to soon
Try to say, I'm not not thinkin' of you
It's monsoon too soon
Can't wait wait for it to rain again

Lightning strikes
Thunder whips
Hell, it smells nice
Just get a whiff

It's the same air that we're breathin
Same light that we see
Same thunder we hear approaching
Same roarin' in the seas
Same time, it's with precision
Same drops that hynotise
Same roads, not in vision
Different lives

No, don't wanna know who the rains trigger you off for
Don't wanna know whom you'd sing the song
No I don't, wanna care, Don't wanna try to
But world knows that I can't do it
Now whom do I lie to

I'm not just fancyin'
I don't think that I'm dreaming
I'm just letting the rains keep comin
Through my voice, so I'll be singing
I'm singing, I'm singing and you can sing along
One thing you'll never do is stop the songs

The rains they are a' comin'
The rains the have a' come
It's all so becomin'
To the rest of my world

It's monsoon to soon
Try to say, I'm not not thinkin' of you
It's monsoon too soon
Can't wait wait for it to rain again

Once upon a time
There lived a boy
Who wanted to follow his dream
He toiled day 'n night
He worked but he didn't tire
He moved towards what only he could see

The world around him kept changin'
He was never in the same place
He just wanted to fit in
Always left behind in the race

And then he saw he needed to work so much more
He could but didn't wanna go on
His dream was left to the nights
Could've got back on his feet
Didn't wanna do it, honestly
He just did what he thunk was right

This is not Paradise
This is the story of my life

So he kept moving on his 'right' track
The track that went the wrong way
They tried to turn him around
Push him towards the long days

Soetimes, he saw his dream
Floating away from him
He thought he'd let it go
Long ago, but no, it wasn't so

And on the way, he fell in love
Maybe he'd imagined it all
Maybe, it wasn't right
He'd remember to tell her sometime

This is not Paradise
This is the story of my life

His dream's still there, so is she
He hasn't got them with him
Facing reality
Hasn't got a choice that'd help

He's moving and he's moving and he's moving along
Hoping life'd help, he's just sings his songs
His dream's still very much in grasp
He'll keep behind her till he lasts

And he'll tell people how he kept to his lines
How he nearly gave up and remembered each time
How he thought that you could let go
But no...

So everybody this is a lesson in life
You see a dream, you treat it right
You reach for anything you set your heart on

Maybe you'll fall back sometimes
Catch up and you can still lead the file
Just don't forget to remember

Don't matter how fast
Just matter which way
Don't matter if last
It matter if in vain

This is not Paradise
This is the story of my life.


Yes, I get it, I've had only 15 years and uh...9 months of life to sing about. I'll update this poem say...ten years later. Every ten years actually. Yeah, visit this blog in 2017, 2027, 2037, 2047, 2057, 2067, 2077, 2087...okay, i don't wanna live much beyond that.

Night Star

There's the sun...the blinding sun
Hiding the darkness at noon
There's the star...the tiny star
Shining it's way through to you

You're looking up and you see
The sky's ablaze
You're not sure if it's night or day
It's just for you and it's trying to tell you that there's someone
Thinking of you with nothing to say

If I could be the sun...the blinding sun
Everywhere you set your eyes
You wouldn't be looking, you'd be lookin for darkness
And you'd try to escape those rays from sky

I'm just a tiny star, In your night sky and
Your sky gets brighter everytime
I don't know how many stars out there are shining for you
But I'm ahead of the line

So everytime you look up you'd see
The sky's ablaze
You wouldn't know if it's night or day
I'm shining and I'm shining and I'm shining so hard
Hoping you're looking my way

There's the sun...the blinding sun
Hiding the darkness at noon
There's the star...the tiny star
I'm trying to shine my way through to you

The sun's too bright and the moon's a fake
But they're closer to you than I
I'm just a star...a tiny star
Shining away at night

Maybe the next time you look up you'll see
The sky isn't ablaze anymore
But there'll always be a star, noon or night
Hoping that your smile will show

Ever looked up at the sky night after night? The sky is a really cool thing. I'm not into astronomy but I love the sky. Especially at night. Oh this is just another song that popped out of my head. yay.

Knee deep

There are words that don't need to be spoken
There are actions that are never done
There are people you know without meeting
There'll be miracles that you won't know of

There are times that seem to last forever
There are hours that slip away...
There'll be a time to be together
Maybe it can't be today

I'm knee deep in success,
And I've got a taste of life
If what I'm feeling is happiness
Then I haven't felt no strife

There's so much, so much that can be seen without eyes.
There's a pot of gold you'll find if you try
There's your life ahead of you, go make your choice
You're chasing a dream that you need to realise

Don't you give up, let up, or let yourself get chewed up
The world's here for the buying, stop paying the rental
The crack is getting wider and hole is getting deep
I think it's time to set your caged ideas free

If think you can, think you can't
Whatever you thought,
It's time to move on
Because you're right, no matter what

I'm knee deep in success,
And I've got a taste of life
If what I'm feeling is happiness
Then I haven't felt no strife

It don't matter if you've got the right road
Are you walkin' the right way
If you're hoping to get somewhere
You're missing everything on the way

Vile thoughts may creep into your head
And people might call you insane
Never let them change a thing you said
Don't excuse the way you behave

Hear the voices that egg you on
And you'll know what to do
Now's the time to do it all
And it's all for you to choose

I'm knee deep in success,
And I've got a taste of life
If what I'm feeling is happiness
Then I haven't felt no strife

I dunno, things have been going right for me lately. I write songs when I'm bored okay, I know this one doesn't make much sense. Live with it.

Been waiting...

You don't need to say a thing
To let me know the way you feel
I don't need to know what you think...
Is this love...?

I don't care what you do,
Who you've hated
Who you've shooed
Is this love...?

You could say 'hi' over and over again
You could speak for hours on an end
I don't know, but it feels the same
Is this love...?

This isn't a part of a fairytale
This isn't how romantic novels end
We don't kiss goodbye, oh what am I saying
This is love

Let the others do what they want
Maybe they hold hands, go out, get lost in the dark
I don't really care, I'm with you for who you are
And yes, I'm in love

Everbody says their hearts go beating thump-thump
Everybody says that they've got butterflies in their stomachs
Everybody says that they feel so much
And I don't have a clue

I don't send you flowers
I don't tell you what goes on in my heart
I haven't told you know how I feel...

You don't need to say a thing
To let me know the way you feel
I don't need to know what you think...
But I've still been waiting

I can't call you everyday
I can' take you out anyway
I don't think that you'll ever know
That I've been waiting so long

Sometimes I ask me what I'm doing
Is this really worth the waiting
I tell me to shut up 'cause all I know
Is I'm in love...

Ho-hum. Applause or whatever.

The Satyajeet Sir Song

Okay, we had this amazingly cool chemistry sir last year, who would not stop taking classes ever. He'd come anytime anywhere if he saw he could take an extra class. He was annoying, but a great teacher. With a cool beard and cool eyes. Then he left school, so me and one of my friends (lakshay) were told to do something on the spot during a free math class, so we decided to sing something. Being the lyricist that I am, we ended up singing this dedicated to him, a spoof on "In the End" by Linkin Park. This is NOT a song I consider good enough to be blogging about, but hey, it was fun. It was on the spot. It wasn't easy.

Chorus: Satyajeet sir, Satyajeet sir (oh yeah) / Satjayeet sir Satyajeet sir (yes Sir!)

It starts with
One thing, I don't know why
Stayajeet sir comes all the time,
Keeping that in my mind switch off all mobiles
Or like Kedar you'll be sent out of class in time
The class goes On...

French ma'm's absent, oh no
Here comes Satyajeet through the door
Riots or fires, grey clouds or not
He'll keep on teaching and
The class goes on...

Remembering the times we fought because he
Wouldn't give us a single period free
Not that, it matters when
Coz he'll keep on teaching
Till the end...

We had plans to make him stop, but it all fell apart
What would eventually be a period free, maybe we'd get to go for P.T

We tried so hard
But he wouldn't stop...
And till the end
He'd just keep on teaching
Now he's gone
And we've lost it all
But till the end
he just kept on teaching

One thing
I don't know why
Satayajeet sir went out of our lives
But we designed this rhyme, to explain in due time
Why the class went on

In spite of the way we were mocking him
Acting like we didn't care for him
Remembering the times he'd stay back again
How could you be surprised that the
Class went on...

Things aren't the way they were before
Ever since Satyajeet went out that door
Not that we could have said anything then
Because he kept on teaching
Till the End...

Purple Sky

The moon...is red
Is it bleeding...?
Why do my thoughts keep repeating...
I can't get you out of my head...

Do you hear my heart beating?
Or are you listening to what I say?
Can you feel what I'm feeling
I can't trust myself today

Why not tonight
The stars are back
The grass is green
The flowers are red
How could I let you leave
Why not tonight
The sea is blue
The birds are white
My words are true
And you've stopped time

How could I let you go
I've already let you know
I can't live, waiting for tomorrow...
Why can't it be just you and I
And this purple sky
Tonight...

There's something missing
I'm missing a part
There's something missing in my heart...
...do you hear it beating...
...I feel it bleeding...
...you can't be leaving...

Anything now
Is better than everything tomorrow
But you can walk away, it's fine
I-just-want-to-see-you-smile...

Why can't it be just you and I
And this purple sky
Tonight...


This is the first song I'd ever written. Well, I've made few major changes, I mean I was 9 then. Now I'm going on 16and things are different. Doesn't matter what you say, which song you like or whatever you think, I say this mybest song and always will... 

14th of February

I watch the guys go running by
As the sun sets in the orange sky
They're all in the shops to buy
Things for their girls to make them feel nice

Don't know why all of a sudden
They need to show how much they love 'em
With cute stuffed sun bears and heart shaped chocs
Cheesy old cards that say 'Love Rocks'

They're placing ads in the papers
They've thought of places to go together
They're praying for good weather
And I'm watching the sun go down...
Guy walks up, he's next to me
We're looking at the sky but there's nothing to see
I'm just glad not to be alone

I don't like stuffed bears, hate heart shaped chocs
Wouldn't ever buy a card that said 'Love Rocks'
I'd never place an ad in the papers
And I wouldn't think of where to go until later
The sun's gone down, it's an empty sky
We're still there, me and this guy
Don't know why, but we stood right there
And I'd give anything, to have the day that he did

I don't have a worry
Not a care in the world
Fourteenth of Fenruary
And I don't have a girl
I try to say that I'm happy
That it's just another bloody day
Fourteenth of February
Why don't you love me...

He gave her the bear, she read the card
She hated it, but she forced the smile hard
He took her for a long walk in the park...
And then they got lost in the dark
She got scared and she caught his arm
I asked him to, but he wouldn't go on...

He turned around he was looking at me
I knew what he was expecting from me
He must've though I had a nice story, like his...
And we were looking at the sky with nothing to see
And I told that I'd had a nice day
But I'd give anything to have the day that he did

I don't have a worry
Not a care in the world
Fourteenth of Fenruary
And I don't have a girl
I try to say that I'm happy
That it's just another bloody day
Fourteenth of February
Why don't you love me...

Oh, let's all guess why I wrote this one...duh. Well, just so you know, it's Exactly how I feel right now. The song is all depressin because I've been studying Socail studies for my boards. Yes, that subject does cause depression.

Echo

Nothing I do is mirrored by the world around me
Nothing I wear becomes a theme
Nothing I feel gets felt the same
Nothing I say will be said again

I'm a drop in this ocean
A bee in this hive
I'm a leaf on this tree and I have a dream
So-does-everybody-else
Listen to yourself!

Yea, do you hear it?
Don't you know what that is...
Yea, do you hear it?
So-do-I
=That is the echo in an empty mind= (4)

I walk on two feet ... like everybody
I want to feel ... like everybody
I think that I can change the world
I think I'm different, LIKE EVERYBODY DOES

Stop, listen to yourself!
Block out all the noise!
Yea, do you hear it?
SO-DO-I
=That is the echo in an empty mind= (4)

Do you want to make a difference, join the club
Do you think that you are special, everyone does
Maybe this song, isn't original
But why should I, give a fuck

The world around us spins, but we haven't moven since
The ground's not gonna move for you, you have to bend your knees yourself
And if things aren't going smoothly, you're in a mess
Walk on...and save your skin

If you're unique you're nothing new
Everybody else is just like you
Everybody's special, everybody's right
Maybe that's the reason we get into so many fights

But if you're a drop in the ocean, splash around
If you're a bee in the hive, make your buzzing loud
If you're a leaf on a tree, be the last to fall
If you've got a dream, tell everyone!

You could try, to hold it in
In al this noise, in all this din
But you can't keep it down, It's much too loud
It's in all of us, the sound...

...If you think you're different , we're all the same...
NOTHING YOU SAY WILL BE SAID AGAIN

Listen to yourself!
Did you hear it this time?
Did you hear it?
SO-DID-I
=That is the echo in an empty mind= (4)


This is just a random song. Wrote it after I got my preboard 2 results, so maybe it might have something to do with that. But I don't really see the connection, the song's about the loss of individuality, (it's a milder version of RAGE) and hey, wow, no romantic stuff in this one. Achievement.

Some Time

Everything is moving too fast
Good times move on, tough ones last
I can hear my life screaming past
Dragging me along, no resistance
And I
Need some time
To set myself allright
Some time...
Sometime, I'll have to let you know
Sometime, I'll have to watch you go
Sometime to watch it all unfold
Sometime...

Stop. To smell the roses
Feel. The thorns beneath
Pause. And do nothing
But I can't-control-my-my-feet...
Now everybody's moving past me
Nobody's stopping to ask me
Why, I'm not moving
Why, I'm not with the crowd
Everybody looks like they're singing
But no one's really singing along

Sometime to say something
Sometime to build anything
Sometime to do nothing
Sometime...

*Rap*
The treadmill's moving too fast, I keep up
And I keep falling down, I get up
I keep running out of time, Just my luck
This is the pace of life, and it sucks
And it sucks, Just my luck
I get up just to keep up *rap over*
When I'm only running against my self
Sometime, just to let you know
Sometime, so I can watch you go
Sometime, so that I can have you...

...sometime...
You'll be leaving
...sometime...
Me bereaving
...sometime...
And I need it
...sometime...
I really mean it


I'd trade the end of my life away
Just for sometime today

And I
Need some time
To set my self allright
Just-for-you
Sometime....


Ah, I just realised it's akready mid-january, and my school life is over. The song's pretty realistic with my usual stupid inner romantic lyrics weaved in. Joy to the freakin' world.

Everything you do

I've been angry
I've been sad
Thought this the worst life
Anyone could've had
Everybody tells me I'm not okay
Just spoke to you for a while and that's made my day

I'm not crazy
I'm not mad
I'm not head over heels
I don't think bad
There's no room in me for anything but you
Because I've fallen in love with everything you do
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful )
Every thing you do ( To me, To me)
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful)
Everthing you do ( To me, To me, To me)


Why does everything
Suddenly feel so good?
Why does nothing ever
Change my mood?
Why do I keep smiling
Hours after you're gone?
How do you make me feel
Like you can do no wrong?
Why do you try to tell me
That you're not perfect
You'll never make me believe
That you're anything less
Why do you pretend
That you don't know the way I feel?
Don't you know whatever you do, looks beautiful to me

That stone on the road
That torn shirt that had to go
That test I flunked in,
Feels so Good,
Because I've fallen in love with everything you do
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful )
Every thing you do ( To me, To me)
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful)
Everthing you do ( To me, To me, To me)


I'm not crazy
I'm not mad
I'm not head over heels
I'm more than that
I'm always there to watch you go by
Someday I'll have the guts and that's when I
Will speak out, break out, let myself get mowed down
I'll have to take my chances, and I'll take it no doubt
Because there's nothing wrong that you could do to me
Don't you know whatever you do, looks beautiful to me

I'm not crazy
Who am I kidding
I'm not mad,
I'm so much more than that
I am, I am, I am nothing too good
But I think I've fallen in love with everything you do
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful )
Every thing you do ( To me, To me)
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful)
Everthing you do ( To me, To me, To me)


Ah...fond memory. Fond recent memory. No, I'm not telling, shoo.

Rage

Been trapped inside a wall of trust
Afraid to break it, I give up
Why does everyone know me so much
That I can't be myself...

I'm in a RAGE
But I haven't told a soul
Everybody thinks I'm so-and-so
I feel like going BERSERK
But I don't wanna hurt
I'm in a RAGE
Can't let it out, it's in my head
Sometimes wish everyone I knew was dead
But that's something I couldn't stand
I wish it but I wouldn't ever let it happen

I'm in a RAGE in a cage that I built on my own
To block out everyone I shut the door
But even I can't get out anymore
It sucks and it feels worse than before

I'm in a cage in a rage
And everybody goes
Thinkin' I'm such a nice guy, oh
How I wish I could just let them know
What I really feel like, Let everybody decide
I wish my cage would go away just one time
So i could let you know I love you
That I hate you, I can't stand you
People think they know me
But it's not like I do
The darkness, it surrounds me
The light tries to avoid me
So all the rage I've built inside, Blinds the world around me
And I'm shining with the rage that I've got against myself
Spend some days in my shoes
My life is my hell

And I can't change it,
I'm this way, because of me
So there's no one I can blame
It's all a 360
I'm the one who built this cage
And I try to make it go,
I try to make it go away
I'm consumed by my rage
But everything I feel stays inside of me
That's the way I am, That's the way this is
And I can't hink, I've shut down
No one left but me
This wasn't meant to be
So

I'm in a RAGE in a cage
That doesn't have a door
I'd try to escape
But there's nowhere left to go
I'm in a RAGE in a cage
And I've locked myself away
I am, I am
Too different to be me
This is why I need you
To free me from myself
I need someone with whom
I don't need to pretend
Lend me your heart, I'm falling apart
But I'm always held together by my RAGE

I'm in a RAGE in a cage that I built on my own
To block out everyone I shut the door
But even I can't get out anymore
It sucks and I feel worse than before

It's pretty obvious I was angry. At what? At having to behave differently with different people all the time
It's pretty sucky to have to do that all the time. Trying to impress people is really what screws me up, but I keep doing that anyway (I'm 15, c'mon, there are people (generally of the opposite sex) that I try to impress without knowing it.)

Failed

Try, Try, Try again
Fall down and get back up again
That's what they said
I've tried too much
I've fallen and it hurts
I-don't-need-this-pain
I've failed, Yes I've failed
I didn't make the mark
I've Failed, Yes I've failed
I'm out luck
And everybody tells me to get up
But I don't think I can, not again
I've got too many stepping stones to success
Jack of all trades but Master of a lot less
I't never happened to me before
But it's happened and I don't know
How to deal with it, Should I be upset
I've failed and I'm going to have to live with it

Try, Try, try again
Fall down, get back up again
They never told me that in the end
You gotta do it all over again

and again and again, don't ever stop
and again and again, till the goin' gets tough
and again and again, so the tough'll get goin'
Listen everybody my snowball's rolling
I've failed, yes I've failed
But I won' t stop
I've failed, yes I've failed,
Ain't gonna let up
I've faile Yes I've failed
And everybody tells me to get up

Try, try, Try again
Fall down get back up again
The never told me that in the end
You gotta do it all over again

Let's let this time be history
Next time it'll be a different story
Dissapointment anger shame disbelief
Wild thoughts, the darkness begins to leave
Sometimes you have to be
A failure to be complete

Try, try, Try again
Fall down, get back up again
They never told me that in the end
You gotta do it all over again

no points for guessing the inspiration for this one. Flunked in Chem. Got bored. Wrote this tripe.

Stoopid

I feel so stupid, everything went wrong
I did something stupid, now I'm alone
I guess I missed my only chance
I guess I'll never get that dance
I guess I'll have to stand all alone again.
I don't know why I told you what I did
But I just couldn't hold it in
Please...don't leave my hand

It's just me, I'm stupid
I don't know what to say when
It's just me, I'm stupid
I didn't know what to do then
It's just me I'm stupid,
And I had to tell you,
Coz I just couldn't let you
Go away
Not knowing a thing
A piece of my heart, It's going and it's gone
So I was stupid, So I was stupid,
So I was stupid this time...

I really like you,
But I didn't know how to tell you,
And that's why
I keep walking by
And I'm smiling as I
Keep bumping into things looking at your face
There's not a trace
Of my heart, In your mind
You don't know how much I
Feel good when you smile...
You had no clue, How much you
Meant to me, Don't you see
Hey, That's why I was stupid to today.

It's just me, I'm stupid
I don't know what to say when
It's just me, I'm stupid
I didn't know what to do then
It's just me I'm stupid,
I really had to tell you,
And that's why I did
I couldn't hold it in
I wasn't thinking, I let my heart spill
This is just me, I'm just like this
When it comes to you, Yes,
I'm stupid.

You can guess the inspiration for this one. No, I haven't proposed. That's the gutsy part. Though this is probably how I will feel when I eventually, someday, maybe, do.

A little History

I've grown up writing and rhyming stuff, so these lyrics are really just things that I wanted to let out and well, I rhymed them. Some changes here and there and voila, you've got yourself a bunch of songs that will never be sung. Anyway, every line you will read is based on something that probably happened a few hours or even minutes before I wrote the lyrics. I write whenever I feel like it. I feel like it.

Lyrics I write

   I like writing lyrics. I've got this tiny book in which I'm always writing when I'm bored,  inspired or pretending to study. I've written a bunch of them, I'm going to keep on writing 'till the end of time, I guess  and I like to have other people reading them, so, well, 2+2=4  

They're not poems, So don't read them like one. They have their own tunes, 
so make up one, it makes a better read.