The End

The sun is setting
I feel the warmth fading away
I can feel it brush past my fingertips
And it's gone

I was watchingI was trying to say
I wish we could hold on

To that last bit of sunshine
It could still make my day
To that last ray of hope
Before it went astray

And I feel like a little bit of me is dying
And I feel like a lit bit of me isn't there
I feel it all again,
I feel it all one last time
I'll still need to see your face
How am I supposed to say goodbye
Is this really how it ends

You were my ecstasy
My first drop of pain

Oh it's just hit me
That you've not been there
For a long time

For a long time

And I've watched the sun set
And I've felt you wash over me and away
I felt the kiss of your lips
On my heart, on my heart
And now you're done

And now you're done with me,
It's fading away

You were my sunshine
And now you are the rain.



So I guess this means this is the last post on this blog.  It feels like when someone punches the wind out of you. It feels like you felt when you first fell in love, but instead of that giddy feeling of wholesomeness, you feel empty. I'm disappointed, but I wouldn't trade a second of away. I loved you.

Always

I can't tell you just how far it is
If we could judge by time alone
When I talk about the sunrise
You've missed the morning too

You've never up in time to see it
But sooner than later my love
I'll wake you in the morning
And see to it that you do

I couldn't tell you how long it's been
For then I'd be counting days
Every morning to another night
And the tricks my mind plays

I can't tell you how I miss you
Hang up the phone and cry
I can't tell you how I miss you
For then I'll need to know

I can't remember tomorrow
I cannot fucking know
I love you and I want you
As long as it's today

So far yet so close.