Some Time

Everything is moving too fast
Good times move on, tough ones last
I can hear my life screaming past
Dragging me along, no resistance
And I
Need some time
To set myself allright
Some time...
Sometime, I'll have to let you know
Sometime, I'll have to watch you go
Sometime to watch it all unfold
Sometime...

Stop. To smell the roses
Feel. The thorns beneath
Pause. And do nothing
But I can't-control-my-my-feet...
Now everybody's moving past me
Nobody's stopping to ask me
Why, I'm not moving
Why, I'm not with the crowd
Everybody looks like they're singing
But no one's really singing along

Sometime to say something
Sometime to build anything
Sometime to do nothing
Sometime...

*Rap*
The treadmill's moving too fast, I keep up
And I keep falling down, I get up
I keep running out of time, Just my luck
This is the pace of life, and it sucks
And it sucks, Just my luck
I get up just to keep up *rap over*
When I'm only running against my self
Sometime, just to let you know
Sometime, so I can watch you go
Sometime, so that I can have you...

...sometime...
You'll be leaving
...sometime...
Me bereaving
...sometime...
And I need it
...sometime...
I really mean it


I'd trade the end of my life away
Just for sometime today

And I
Need some time
To set my self allright
Just-for-you
Sometime....


Ah, I just realised it's akready mid-january, and my school life is over. The song's pretty realistic with my usual stupid inner romantic lyrics weaved in. Joy to the freakin' world.

Everything you do

I've been angry
I've been sad
Thought this the worst life
Anyone could've had
Everybody tells me I'm not okay
Just spoke to you for a while and that's made my day

I'm not crazy
I'm not mad
I'm not head over heels
I don't think bad
There's no room in me for anything but you
Because I've fallen in love with everything you do
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful )
Every thing you do ( To me, To me)
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful)
Everthing you do ( To me, To me, To me)


Why does everything
Suddenly feel so good?
Why does nothing ever
Change my mood?
Why do I keep smiling
Hours after you're gone?
How do you make me feel
Like you can do no wrong?
Why do you try to tell me
That you're not perfect
You'll never make me believe
That you're anything less
Why do you pretend
That you don't know the way I feel?
Don't you know whatever you do, looks beautiful to me

That stone on the road
That torn shirt that had to go
That test I flunked in,
Feels so Good,
Because I've fallen in love with everything you do
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful )
Every thing you do ( To me, To me)
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful)
Everthing you do ( To me, To me, To me)


I'm not crazy
I'm not mad
I'm not head over heels
I'm more than that
I'm always there to watch you go by
Someday I'll have the guts and that's when I
Will speak out, break out, let myself get mowed down
I'll have to take my chances, and I'll take it no doubt
Because there's nothing wrong that you could do to me
Don't you know whatever you do, looks beautiful to me

I'm not crazy
Who am I kidding
I'm not mad,
I'm so much more than that
I am, I am, I am nothing too good
But I think I've fallen in love with everything you do
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful )
Every thing you do ( To me, To me)
Coz Everything you do ( Looks so beautiful)
Everthing you do ( To me, To me, To me)


Ah...fond memory. Fond recent memory. No, I'm not telling, shoo.

Rage

Been trapped inside a wall of trust
Afraid to break it, I give up
Why does everyone know me so much
That I can't be myself...

I'm in a RAGE
But I haven't told a soul
Everybody thinks I'm so-and-so
I feel like going BERSERK
But I don't wanna hurt
I'm in a RAGE
Can't let it out, it's in my head
Sometimes wish everyone I knew was dead
But that's something I couldn't stand
I wish it but I wouldn't ever let it happen

I'm in a RAGE in a cage that I built on my own
To block out everyone I shut the door
But even I can't get out anymore
It sucks and it feels worse than before

I'm in a cage in a rage
And everybody goes
Thinkin' I'm such a nice guy, oh
How I wish I could just let them know
What I really feel like, Let everybody decide
I wish my cage would go away just one time
So i could let you know I love you
That I hate you, I can't stand you
People think they know me
But it's not like I do
The darkness, it surrounds me
The light tries to avoid me
So all the rage I've built inside, Blinds the world around me
And I'm shining with the rage that I've got against myself
Spend some days in my shoes
My life is my hell

And I can't change it,
I'm this way, because of me
So there's no one I can blame
It's all a 360
I'm the one who built this cage
And I try to make it go,
I try to make it go away
I'm consumed by my rage
But everything I feel stays inside of me
That's the way I am, That's the way this is
And I can't hink, I've shut down
No one left but me
This wasn't meant to be
So

I'm in a RAGE in a cage
That doesn't have a door
I'd try to escape
But there's nowhere left to go
I'm in a RAGE in a cage
And I've locked myself away
I am, I am
Too different to be me
This is why I need you
To free me from myself
I need someone with whom
I don't need to pretend
Lend me your heart, I'm falling apart
But I'm always held together by my RAGE

I'm in a RAGE in a cage that I built on my own
To block out everyone I shut the door
But even I can't get out anymore
It sucks and I feel worse than before

It's pretty obvious I was angry. At what? At having to behave differently with different people all the time
It's pretty sucky to have to do that all the time. Trying to impress people is really what screws me up, but I keep doing that anyway (I'm 15, c'mon, there are people (generally of the opposite sex) that I try to impress without knowing it.)

Failed

Try, Try, Try again
Fall down and get back up again
That's what they said
I've tried too much
I've fallen and it hurts
I-don't-need-this-pain
I've failed, Yes I've failed
I didn't make the mark
I've Failed, Yes I've failed
I'm out luck
And everybody tells me to get up
But I don't think I can, not again
I've got too many stepping stones to success
Jack of all trades but Master of a lot less
I't never happened to me before
But it's happened and I don't know
How to deal with it, Should I be upset
I've failed and I'm going to have to live with it

Try, Try, try again
Fall down, get back up again
They never told me that in the end
You gotta do it all over again

and again and again, don't ever stop
and again and again, till the goin' gets tough
and again and again, so the tough'll get goin'
Listen everybody my snowball's rolling
I've failed, yes I've failed
But I won' t stop
I've failed, yes I've failed,
Ain't gonna let up
I've faile Yes I've failed
And everybody tells me to get up

Try, try, Try again
Fall down get back up again
The never told me that in the end
You gotta do it all over again

Let's let this time be history
Next time it'll be a different story
Dissapointment anger shame disbelief
Wild thoughts, the darkness begins to leave
Sometimes you have to be
A failure to be complete

Try, try, Try again
Fall down, get back up again
They never told me that in the end
You gotta do it all over again

no points for guessing the inspiration for this one. Flunked in Chem. Got bored. Wrote this tripe.

Stoopid

I feel so stupid, everything went wrong
I did something stupid, now I'm alone
I guess I missed my only chance
I guess I'll never get that dance
I guess I'll have to stand all alone again.
I don't know why I told you what I did
But I just couldn't hold it in
Please...don't leave my hand

It's just me, I'm stupid
I don't know what to say when
It's just me, I'm stupid
I didn't know what to do then
It's just me I'm stupid,
And I had to tell you,
Coz I just couldn't let you
Go away
Not knowing a thing
A piece of my heart, It's going and it's gone
So I was stupid, So I was stupid,
So I was stupid this time...

I really like you,
But I didn't know how to tell you,
And that's why
I keep walking by
And I'm smiling as I
Keep bumping into things looking at your face
There's not a trace
Of my heart, In your mind
You don't know how much I
Feel good when you smile...
You had no clue, How much you
Meant to me, Don't you see
Hey, That's why I was stupid to today.

It's just me, I'm stupid
I don't know what to say when
It's just me, I'm stupid
I didn't know what to do then
It's just me I'm stupid,
I really had to tell you,
And that's why I did
I couldn't hold it in
I wasn't thinking, I let my heart spill
This is just me, I'm just like this
When it comes to you, Yes,
I'm stupid.

You can guess the inspiration for this one. No, I haven't proposed. That's the gutsy part. Though this is probably how I will feel when I eventually, someday, maybe, do.

A little History

I've grown up writing and rhyming stuff, so these lyrics are really just things that I wanted to let out and well, I rhymed them. Some changes here and there and voila, you've got yourself a bunch of songs that will never be sung. Anyway, every line you will read is based on something that probably happened a few hours or even minutes before I wrote the lyrics. I write whenever I feel like it. I feel like it.

Lyrics I write

   I like writing lyrics. I've got this tiny book in which I'm always writing when I'm bored,  inspired or pretending to study. I've written a bunch of them, I'm going to keep on writing 'till the end of time, I guess  and I like to have other people reading them, so, well, 2+2=4  

They're not poems, So don't read them like one. They have their own tunes, 
so make up one, it makes a better read.